Destiny & Dishonor

by Donerail

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1.
Bozeman 04:45
Getting lost in Bozeman, been driving most of the way Sleeping in old parking lots, carts are all facing away Never felt this free since, the first time I did this Eagle’s fly through auburn skies, my first time for this Your legs would shake in the morning sun, shimmering in the dawn Night lightning surrounding hills, destroying skies till dawn Getting lost in Bozeman, been driving most of the way Sleeping in old parking lots, carts are all facing away Never felt this free since, the first time I did this Well I ain’t never done this before, my first time for this Your legs would shake in the morning sun, shimmering in the dawn Night lightning surrounding hills, destroying skies till dawn Wishing we weren’t heading back, for another couple of lives Dreaming we would still be here, in our darkest of times
2.
Some Ending (free) 02:50
I sit around and wonder if I can wait I wait around and wonder if I’m too late At the top of my mind, I see you’re ready to take hold And it’s a lonely sight, but it’s getting old I took some time to lay my head out on my own I think I found some ending, but I don’t know It’s better off this way Even I know that’s not true But someone’s got to look outside of what’s new I can’t believe that I’m made to turn out this way With the same old chide and the same old runaway I sit a little ripe, and I can’t take “no” aside Running out my house with a broken mind And she told me: I took some time to lay my head out on my own I think I found some ending, but I don’t know It’s better off this way Even I know that’s not true But someone’s got to look outside of what’s new I sit around, but I can’t wait, I’d wait around, but I’m too late
3.
Suspended Time (free) 05:00
When I said, I wish you were dead Don’t you know I was lying? And when we’d pray, for your life each day You said words can’t save lives I know that’s true, but I hope that you Can see I’m being genuine You’re turned away, from me today So I can’t see you crying Oh no destiny. Why you treating me so mean? Oh no destiny. Why you treating me so mean? Oh no destiny As clocks wind, devouring our time Leaving us living our fears I’ll go away, just for today To drown myself in tears You’ll never guess, what I will confess Well I couldn’t have worse timing Well I love you, and you know it’s true But I bet you wish I was lying When you would say. Hey baby let's run away I told you we could, but you know it just was a lie Oh no destiny. Why you treating me so mean? Oh no destiny. Why you treating me so mean? Oh no destiny When lights go down, on us tonight Will you wake up with me? In the morn, will you be reborn? Or will you be set free? When I said, I wish you were dead Don’t you know I was lying? I wish I, had stayed the night Just to say goodbye Oh no destiny. Why you treating me so mean? Oh no destiny. Why you treating me so mean? Oh no destiny
4.
I see you through the window, their footprints on my head I tried to escape through the wrong side, I think I better off red I can incinerate, I can try my hand but it takes one away, better on my plate I get down, I sit around, I turn around, I should be out all night I’m drowning in the middle, I try to make it right Well I can see there’s a long way to go and I know I won’t be all right I commiserate, I can feel my last chance, it’s slipping away, oh, ain’t it just my fate I get down, I sit around, I turn around, I should be out all night I can incinerate, I can try my hand but it takes one away, better on my plate I get down, I sit around, I turn around, I should be out all night
5.
One drink and I’m happy, at least for awhile One more and I’m sorry, I ruined your night Please don’t leave me here, capsizin’ in a glass bottom boat Can’t promise to fight it, can’t swim against the tide My mind can’t handle What it takes to see What this here liquor What it does to me I still can’t see. Can’t hear or believe. What’s being said to me One drink and I’m happy, at least for awhile One more and I’m sorry, I ruined your night Take my hand and help me, to fight an endless bottle I know that you’re crying, while I’m slowly dyin’
6.
The Gorged 03:54
Bluesy day in Hood River, you windsurfed right through my mind The stars all align but I don’t feel so fine, ease it up, way to go! Met a few whores from Watonka, I know a few guys from The Dalles And once they combined you’d think they’d lost their mind It’s hard to know who’s your friend Well, I may not be what you’ve been thinking, and I may not even be any good But I’m trying to save you from drinking, and you know I would, if I could Stop me now if you have heard this before, but I got a long way to run Impressive it may be, but no one can save me, not like it was before I cried and I sighed on that long ride to Glide, fell to nerves once again This might be the best way, it’s not my place to say Well, I may not be what you’ve been thinking, and I may not even be any good But I’m trying to save you from drinking, and you know I would, if I could Stop me from saying “hello,” it’s hard enough to say “you’re right” Well, I just don’t know if I’ll make it up for the night There’s a long way to go, so I thought you should, you’ll never see me again If those words from your face tell me I’m just a friend Well, I may not be what you’ve been thinking, and I may not even be any good But I’m trying to save you from drinking, and you know I would, if I could
7.
Blood’s raining down from the bedroom ma Must be Thursday again god damn it all Sleep won’t cure me this time my mind’s gone vacant since you dropped the line And somehow I still blame, all this evil and paranoia On you and yours this year, what a happy new year Merry Christmas, merry Christmas You came running to me this morning gal Must be Friday again, je suis tres mal Tears streaming down your porcelain face wishing you weren’t wishing I would take your place And somehow I still blame, all this evil and paranoia On you and yours this year, what a happy new year Merry Christmas, merry Christmas Throwing salt over my shoulder to change anything Auld Lang Syne on the radio again Searching desperately for a chance to go Wrap myself in Brinkerhoff if you say so This morning I couldn’t open my eyes Must be Sunday and time for me to die For my life and for my sins But tomorrow I will sing again And somehow I still blame, all this evil and paranoia On you and yours this year, what a happy new year Merry Christmas, merry Christmas
8.
St. Pats 03:29
As the whiskey hit my tongue, I started to wonder what wrong I’d done Who was with me that night? who was with me in that fight? How many hours did I waste? how many beers did I taste? Did I talk to a moving car? Did I run without moving at all? Is it true I’m my own true love? Have I not learned I’m not like the dove? Unable to soar above the clouds, unfit enough to be grounded Irish flags waving overhead Bombs going off and more now are dead I keep on drinking to forget All those poor souls I ain’t yet met Severed horseheads taunting me, restless with too much sleep Devastating soapbox dreams, during daylight what could it mean? Am I losing what faith I’d gained? Unfit to live in this world filled with pain Irish flags waving overhead Bombs going off and more now are dead I keep on drinking to forget All those poor souls I ain’t yet met
9.
You’re asking me what I’m doing, when you’re really meaning we My calendar’s always empty, but no time, no time for you You always scream when you’re happy, while I cry in my room Through the crucible and darkness, I find solace in the wind Skies are filling your hindsight, darken you from the truth pulling you down into their hearts, pulling us so far apart Black lights in the night sky A still breeze in the air Warnings are in my eyes How am I supposed to care? Run down to the Indigo, upside down and turned around Being driven to become a waste, while women blend with time 40 days make me crazy, to atone for my sins Another 40 and I’ll be done, with the ? of my ?? No doubting when the day is done the moon is a mirror of your soul and the sun The moon is a mirror The moon is a mirror of your soul and the sun Black lights in the night sky A still breeze in the air Warnings are in my eyes How am I supposed to care?
10.
Do you remember when I told you I would go? Tomorrow morning I’m off to New Mexico I hope you didn’t spend your last dime on that gown This is my last night in town Many feelings, I’m sure, well-up inside you Don’t let uncertainty and sadness run you through Is it a wonder that I never meant to stay? Or will I return one day? How can you say I’m the one now? You know I’d just let you down How can you say I’m a road to the right way? When I finally say goodnight, well, I say goodnight! One last round tonight for you and I alone But can I right this ship into a happy home If it’s no trouble, set ‘em up, I’ll knock ‘em down This is my last night in town How can you say I’m the one now? You know I’d just let you down How can you say I’m a road to the right way? When I finally say goodnight, well, I say goodnight!

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Destiny & Dishonor is Donerail's second album. It catalog's the band's arrival and struggles in Portland, and features a darker sound than their debut.

Josh Patrice: Guitar, Vocals, Mandolin, Banjo
Jake Pettit: Guitar, Vocals
Dan Niska: Bass, Vocals
Sean Nemeroff: Drums
*Tyler Kellogg appears on Guitar on Merry Christmas

Recorded & Co-Produced by Ezra Fowler and Donerail at "The Temple"
Tracking/Wiring expertise - Cody Maxwell & Jonathan Newsome
Mixed by Ezra Fowler
Mastered by Gus Elg at Sky Onion Studios

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released November 13, 2008

Art work by Darcy Hill

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Donerail, an American thoroughbred, won the biggest long shot victory in the history of the Kentucky Derby, in 1913. The winning tickets cost two dollars and paid out $184.90.

Donerail, the Portland band, offers a different kind of payoff. It comes in the form of Velvet Underground-flavored chaos, Westerberg-like fragility and genuinely unambiguous rock ‘n roll.
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